#god i need a hug

[ourstochoose9]

I have some weird mystery illness that randomly popped up like a month ago. It's symptoms are like no disease I've ever heard of before and it's driving me insane. It's been going on long enough that I'm wondering if it's some new chronic thing, but I'm terrified of having to keep living like this for the rest of my god damn life.

[southfarthing]

I get all this appeal for Finrod hugs I really do, but on the topic of yearning to be embraced by fictional characters, consider how strong and safe ranger hugs would feel... big scary guys who are secretly dorks with the biggest hearts who just want 2 keep u safe.., Lothrandir hugs...... just consider that.

7 FOOT ASS MEN WİTH THEİR HOODS UP AND BOWS TWİCE MY HEİGHT..........GRUFF BUT KİNDLY AND WARM AND TENDER..................WHY WOULD YOU DO THİS TO ME

[theatermajor]

Hi hello yes help, operator? How do I stop being so incredibly desperate for attention and affection? Thanks.

[socalledfreethinker]

think. i need to die. but i gotta make sure willow is taken care of. so we’ve got about a month and a half

[lailuhhh]

"Almost done; you're doing so good--"

I just can't imagine this in Mac's voice so I guess he needs it said TO him....

Mac has this said to him weekly you can’t change my mind

“Jack, despite what you must think, you are not helping.”

“What do I need to do to help then? Wanna squeeze my hand? Need me to get ya anythin? Want me to serenade ya so yer focusin on me and not the pain?”

“The best thing for you to do at the moment is let us work, Agent.”

Mac snorted out a slight laugh before hissing in pain as the medic prodded his arm. It was his fault, in all honesty; a simple mishap in the lab that lead to beakers being broken and Mac falling onto the shattered glass. Not the most painful thing that’s ever happened but definitely the most annoying at that moment.

“Can’t ya at least give him somethin for the pain?”

“Unfortunately not. I know Agent Macgyver said the glass was all clean, but until we get it all of of his skin and clean the wounds, we don’t want to take the chances of the medication reacting with any potential chemicals.”

“I’m okay Jack.”

Jack didn’t believe him for a second, not when every sound out of his mouth was laced with some sort pain. Jack had first hand experience with glass embedded in his skin, knew how much it hurt and how every movement caused pain, and he’d been given something to numb out the area. Mac’s whole arm had large and small shards in it with nothing but his stubbornness to say he was okay.

But Jack could see through it. He did end up taking Mac’s good hand in his own, offering support and something other than the medbay table to squeeze.

“Almost done Mac. You’re doin so good.”

Mac only nodded slightly and squeezed Jack’s hand.

[riotwizard]

the horrors persist but so does my love

[hinamie]

I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home

[hiraeix]

to hold me like water,

or christ, hold me like a knife

[zelzelez]

Can’t believe I’m back to this silly life, crying in my bed about the people I miss and will be missing. Can’t believe that after such wonders, after bursting out with laughter in the shower just 24 hours ago I am now smoking in bed, deep sigh after deep sigh

[ah0yh0y]

how to talk to people

cascading waters down steep steps fill you to the brim

try to fix the shattered porcelain the torn aluminum foil that is your face

smile

and try not show to everyone that you have no fly screen (they will know soon enough anyway)

walk away with a heart thumping hopefully in a way that does not shudder ssttutterr

[mangokitkats]

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[ozonegrrrl]

letting out 8 years of pain ,,,, i don't think AJ has ever seen her cry before 😭😭😭

[sanshinexx]

oh, and nothing lasts forever some things aren't meant to be but you'll never find the answers until you set your old heart free

The Oh Hellos – Hello My Old Heart

Here's a little something I've been working on for the past week :D

The Gravity Falls brainrot has set in for good and these two idiots won't leave my head so I'm making it everyone's problem now

here are all the drawings without the lyrics!

[ceaseless-watchers-special-girl]

i'm... *inhales* happy you're happy

bullshit detector: BEEP

[iby-dysphoria-queen]

I'm down so bad, that I'm using my blahaj as a cloth mother

[shrimpfriednuts]

There are so many layers to these two- it’s insane.

Stiles pretends to be fine whether he’s in physical or emotional pain, but he hurts. He hurts and he cares so, so much for the people closest to him. In fact, he cares so much that he doesn’t tell people when he’s in pain out of fear of hurting them. There are times he uses sarcasm to deflect what he’s truly feeling and times where he claims not to care about someone- but oh, yes he does. He’d jump head-first into danger if it meant saving someone he cares about. And he quite literally has.

And then there’s Derek… oh that poor, sweet man. Trapped in a place that requires him to be in the middle of danger; to fight, to maim, to kill. People taking advantage of his loneliness to get close to him, only to hurt him in the end. Which is why he puts up these walls, because he’s been hurt so much that he can’t afford to have it happen again. But it still does. Being perceived as someone who’s rough around the edges- as someone who’s tough and unfeeling. But he’s not. He’d sacrifice himself every time because he has nothing to lose anymore. That’s why he’s so “rough.” Because he doesn’t have a true home- because he lost his family- lost everything dear to him. He’s not something to be feared, he’s something to be loved.

And that’s why they need each other. Whether you ship them or not. But I really, really do. Both of them hurt. Neither of them trust easily. Neither of them like being vulnerable because of their own fears. But they could be vulnerable together, they can trust each other. The pain may never go away, but at least they can be in pain together and not alone like usual.